To all my dear friends who read this,
I just wanted to say hi and give you a quick update. A few of you have become concerned at the lack of updates, so I figured I’d write a quick note. And apologize. 🙂 As my previous post (the quote) mentions, the days have been flying by, all together too short!
I’m so grateful that my recovery has been a bit miraculous, and a great part of that means I’m back to normal life already. Or at least I was. (More on that later) I’m back nannying full-force and even have a special family for a couple weeks that I’ve really been enjoying being a part of. Plus, the present holiday season and preparing to restart school in January have both been occupying a lot of my time. I got my driving and lifting restrictions lifted earlier than expected, and I was enjoying living a full life until I experienced a setback yesterday. Hopefully, it should be over by next Tuesday, but in a world where doctors are obsessed with legally covering themselves, and healthcare personnel rule their patients’ time and lives, who really knows? I would really appreciate your prayers that this gets worked out and, ultimately, ends as soon as possible.
For anyone interested in transplant meds, I’ve been on Prograf since my transplant. I started at 1mg 2x/day, then the doctors later prescribed Cellcept 250mg 2x/day on top of that, as well as raising the Prograf to 2mg 2x/day. I just found out this week that ever since I started the Cellcept, there has been a steady decrease in my weekly labs’ white cell count and platelets. My doctor is having me stop the Cellcept to see what my labs do, as Cellcept can cause both those drops. We’re predicting now that we stopped Cellcept, my levels will rise back to normal. I hope so because Cellcept left me in a constant state of nausea, and I’d love to stop it forever. As a precaution with stopping the Cellcept though, my doctor upped my Prograf again so now it’s at 2.5mg 2x/day. I’m convinced Prograf is what’s causing the weird symptoms that I’ve been noticing since I got out of the hospital… things like losing more hair than normal and even breaking out more than normal. (And normal is pretty much never, so it’s been frustrating!) I think both are slowly getting better, with the exception of my hair being a complete mess – I think the hair I lost when I did the chemoembolization (which was a minimal amount, thank God) is regrowing in now so I have baby hairs that stick straight up in the winter dryness, and the texture overall is just not what it normally is. It’s very frustrating to me.
Also frustrating to me is is the fact that I cannot partake in my one and only unsafe addiction, the tanning bed in wintertime. Apparently, the anti-rejection med (Prograf) and the antibiotic I’m on can make any sun, real or fake, really damaging. I could get burnt and even get skin cancer much easier now. I’m beginning the spray tan adventures next week (much more expensive than I thought they’d be!) so I may just have to tell you how that goes. To have a constant tan, you’d have to go every week, which I am NOT doing. I paid for 3 visits so it better not turn me orange. 🙂
On another note, my incision has been completely healed for a few weeks now, and I’m still grateful for that every single day. I’m not having much incisional pain at all anymore, and my energy levels are actually a little higher than pre-transplant. It’s surprising how I can wake up in the morning and be awake and alert, ready to start a new day. I’m realizing I used to live in an almost constant state of fatigue. My doctor told me I’d be surprised to see what life was really like after the surgery, and I’m finding that to be true. I’m hoping everything will continue to improve as I finish healing. Everyone says you’re not your your full self until at least a year post-transplant, so I’m excited to see where the road leads…
I’m trying to get a post together for Thanksgiving, so until then… be grateful for every breath you take, every moment you live, every person you meet, every place you go. And please, give back and give life.